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has anyone seen meg? [Aug. 19th, 2006|02:14 pm]
[mood |disappointeddisappointed]
[music |what you want- john butler trio]

I was staring at the sky just looking for a star
to pray on or wish on or something like that
I was having this strange fix of a daydream of a boy
whose reality i knew was hopeless to be had
but then the dove of hope began it's downward slope
and i knew for a momentmy fortune was too good to be had
but as it came down near so did a weary tear
i thought it was a dove but it was just a paper bag

hunger hurts but i want him so bad it kills
but i know i'm a mess that he don't wanna clean up
i've got to focus cause these hands are too shaky to hold
cause i know i'm a mess that he don't wanna clean up


my week has sucked. completely.
i am reminded of why i don't fall for boys very often.
i always seem to end up getting hurt before things even get started.
so i am done with love.
at the end of this week i wont have a place to live anymore either
yet again.
i have lived in my apartment for a week.
and i have another week to get the hell out
cause my landlord doesn't have any compassion.

i feel like i'm slowly losing my mind.
nothing feels right anymore.
i don't enjoy doing the things i used to love
and it scares the hell outta me.
i feel so completely numb about everything and everyone
and it's taking a toll on my heart.
i have never been so confused in my entire life
and i honestly don't know what to do.