||[May. 30th, 2006|03:47 pm]
i've done something terrible.
i lost sight, motivation, drive.
but most importantly...my scholarship.
just because i'm poor i can't get an education?
i can't afford school without financial aid.
this isn't fair.
i feel like i'm locked in a big box filling up with water.
now i'm in over my head.
i'm scared and suffocating.
i am my ultimate disappointment.
a schooless, jobless, homeless
the worst part is....
i've got no one else to blame.
nothing to believe in.
and my smile is quickly fading.